In my last blog post I mentioned about how I wanted to portray how she felt when she looked at herself in the mirror when she was Self Harming herself, and I have taken more photographs of her, but in this post I wanted to mention about what other people saw when they looked at her .. did they see the tired, worthless individuals she saw or did they see this beautiful. normal individual who is loving life and that is just what they see. Asking her what did her other friends see when she would hang out with them and she said that they did not know what was going on, they thought she was normal and having a great time, she mentioned to me that they did not even ask if anything was wrong because she did not even show anything which would make them question if something was wrong or not.
This photograph of my individual is of her looking beautiful and on her way to meet friends, I have done her make up in a way that she feels and looks confident in herself and is happy with herself but that is just that she is not happy with herself and this particular time but it is confusing individuals, because while researching this I have noticed that Self Harming individuals do not like to tell others that they are suffering they are suffering on their own and they will take time to open up about what is actually happening to them but if they are not ready they are able to hide what they are suffering and are able to put on a brave face to others when they are actually shouting out for help inside.
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